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This moment brought back memories from before we were married—when one of his friends had mentioned him taking a gift to an ex. I confronted him about it, and his excuse was that he wanted to make her current boyfriend jealous. I chose to forgive him and stayed.
Fast forward three years into our marriage, I met someone new, and we became friends
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He would talk to me about his broken marriage, and I would give him advice. Over time, he told me they were living separate lives and were only staying together for the kids since she traveled a lot.
I believed everything he told me—call me naïve or dumb
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I guess I never had any real guidance, and my eyes were completely blind. The night before I gave birth, we spoke, but after that, I didn’t hear from him for months. Then, suddenly, he reached out, begged to be in our lives, and I let him back in.
I called him, confused, and told him what had happened
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She had referred to him as her husband, and I didn’t understand why. He told me to call the police and press charges, but I couldn’t do it. His children had witnessed their mother’s actions, and I didn’t want to put them through more pain. He kept insisting, but my heart wouldn’t let me do it.
Eventually, she signed the divorce papers she had been holding on to for ten years. Still, she continued to blame me for her broken marriage and harassed me. He and I eventually moved in together, and I have a decent relationship with his kids. She moved on with someone else, yet she still talks about me and my child.
To be honest, I don’t know if he ever told me the full truth. I feel like he lied to both of us and that he might be a borderline narcissist. Looking back, I realize how foolish I was to believe him over and over again, ending relationships with people who might have been good partners for me.
I think his ex-wife was still invested in their marriage and saw me as the reason it ended
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From an outsider’s perspective, I wonder—was I really the homewrecker? I feel trapped now, as though I brought this upon myself and don’t deserve to feel happiness.
He is nice and does things for us, but he also has a side to him that is questionable. He claims that I overthink things and make life complicated. Many times, I feel I would be happier alone, but I don’t want to hurt my child. Life is so twisted at times.
Expert’s Advice
You are not trapped—you have choices. It’s clear that you’ve been in relationships where deception and uncertainty have left you feeling powerless. But you do have power, and that power lies in setting boundaries, recognizing patterns, and choosing what truly serves your well-being.
Guilt and self-blame won’t change the past, but self-awareness can shape your future. You deserve a relationship built on honesty, respect, and emotional security. If you feel that you’d be happier alone, explore what that looks like for you. Your child will thrive best with a mother who feels fulfilled and at peace, whether single or in a relationship.
Seek clarity, trust your instincts, and don’t be afraid to prioritize your own happiness. Healing starts when you believe you are worthy of it.
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